...or thought i was being 2 loud. All i wanted was to just be a kid, to not be afraid of gettin in trouble for stupid things!! I'm done. Even though J only took me in cause she felt she had to, she was more of a parent then you ever were.
PS dad, your oldest child(me) hates you and your youngest wants to get away 4m you. It hurts me when she calls me mom cause she feels she has no one else to look up 2. if this isnt a wake up call idk what else to say. Don't expect a fathers day card this year.

....and if you ever beat my lil sis the way you hit me. I swear as God as my witness, i'll make your life a living hell. We only moved in cause you made us. By the way, you're 18 years too late to be apart of my life. i hate you & your family. I can't believe they defended your actions that night. I did nothing wrong. I tried to hard to be a good kid by getting straight A's & B's, getting a full ride to school. What have you accomplished? I even kept my mouth shut whenever you got mad at me...

I'm so sick of you. No matter how many times you call me worthless. You call me stupid, dumb s***. I still think you're the worthless one. You expect me to worship you for taking me in, for doing the one thing you're suppose to do as my parent. You can continue to scream at me, hit me, kick me, and tell me that i'm a disappointment to everyone but remember this.....after i leave for college next week... i'll be officially starting my life while you'll still sit there, glued to the LAZY boy chair

You make me sick. Trying to get with all my femaile friends. Going on adultfriendfinder.com and xxxcupid.com. Fuck you. I'm glad we are getting a divorce. I hope the next girl you are with sees how much of a worthless scum you really are.

wut the HECK. i can't take this any more. i can't wait to get really MOVE OUT-- and NEVER live under the same roof with my parents, ever again!! D:< can't believe this is happening to me right now. i woke up EXTRA EARLY hoping i can make things work out and that things would go smoothly.but NO...
whyyyy. oh why did i get into this mess?
can't stand to deal with this SHIT anymore. i'm really FUCKING PISSED off .__.
*sigh* i need to get so much CRAP off my chest right now. D:
/rant.

i miss my girlfriend. i feel like she doesnt miss me at all sometimes. i feel like i love her more than she loves me. she always seems to put me on the back burner when i always make a conscious effort to do every thing i can to see her. i love her to death and im afraid of loosing her.

I want to complain and vent about a con artist on myspace she pretends to be your friend only to turn around and backstab you and say your being stalkerish when you never were in the first place this girl is munipulitive and a liar and will do anything to get what she wants beware of her.

my sister doesnt have enough balls to tell me that shes pregnant with the man who abuses her and has put her in the hospital on numerous occasions.. whom she says and has said for along time she is no longer with.. lies to her family a family who cares more about her then nething..
ive looked up to her since i was a kid.. beautiful, smart.. everything i always thought i wanted to be.. and now i haave nothing but pure hatred and disapointment in my heart..

fuck that shit.

If i could blow up any FUcKING PLAcE IN THE UNITED STATES it would be Phx, Arizona! I have never met SOOOOOO many people that are just focused on drinking and getting fucked up. Who are so IMMATURE and insecure that all they constantly do is talk shit about other people and their business.

life sucks. i sometimes wish that i could have a new life and be that popular girl that eveybody loves. i dont want to end life, i just want a new one. im fat, my grades r dropping, the guy i love (i think) loves somebody else, my dad cheated on my mom, i moved, my new bestfreind might move away, and i just hate life right now. i care too much about everything cuz in elementary school i was THE loser. and now im like, average and i never want to go backk to being the loser.. im tiredd of itt.